Actually I had a bad day yesterday as I fell very sick and I quarreled with my mother again.
I mean why is she keeps asking for money from me ? Does she knows that I have no money earned from Jason even I worked for him for a month ? yes I guess , she does not know anything about me.
What she knows is " I have grew you since you were a baby , now you should pay back , "
And what she thinks should is MUST, I must pay back.
Walao , I am working for four jobs in the same time because I just started all of them !
Everything needs to start hard , THIS IS WHAT YOU TAUGHT ME, MOTHER !
I don't expect you to become anyone else's mother treating me like a princess pleasing me ,
pay for my license , buy me a car , pay me to college and what YOU WANT NOW ?!
What you want is money , and what you know is ASKING FOR MONEY.
Why don't you just sell off your house and get a small one ?
Don't you feel curious why are your kids leaving you alone with ME ?!
Because they knew that I can stand you better than them !
And guess what you said last night , IF YOU THINK THAT YOU CAN EARN MONEY OF YOUR OWN , PISS OFF AND GET A RENTAL HOME ?
I was like what the heck are you talking about ? you are now kicking me out because I have no money for you ? or because I don't wash my clothes ? YEA I admit I did not wash my clothes and left it stinky but
did I say anything about the dishes you did not wash that day ? You left the kitchen stinkier okay ?!
and I decided to say nothing just because you are my mother , did not mean that I cant do things that you can do ! ITS NOT FAIR. You called this a family and its suppose to be fair and square...
Everyone has their own responsibility , and what you did is kicking your kids out from your house !
You made everyone hates you so much and you yourself felt lonely and go shopping your own and find your own friends and talk bad about us ! We can feel what you did outside because we are your kids ,MUM !
Do hope that you can think of me one day when I am not with you anymore. This is what I chose.
To leave you and give you the allowance you want every month.You wont be seeing me anymore if I moved out , you can only see the money you want soooooo much.
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Last night I felt sick and baby decided not to go to his stall and brought me to the hair saloon he usually goes.
I thought he was going to just have a hair cut manatau he wanted to dye his hair.
Hahaha , for sure I will dye my hair as well >.< together ma xD
Finally got our hair do done :D
Tadaaaaaa ~~
Since he wanted to look more mature and older he decided to have a new spiky hair style instead.
Yes ,seriously he looks obviously older than me now.
AND OF COURSE , I look cuter >.<
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