okay then , I finally have a chance to use a computer to update my blog.
It was actually very not convenient updating my blog using my phone or IPAD .
I am leaving by this midnight to KL or whatever that place is , I have really no idea : /
by the way , I am leaving because I had promised him that I would try to participate in every activities he does just to support him . I have no enough money anymore and this is the only way I can do to let him know that I do really care for him. I am not telling you that I am very rich and I am always giving money ,
just because I love him , I can do anything. But no worries , I will not kill myself.
I thought I need to shorten this blog as I am using the brother's room . Cheh , then I found my IPAD was actually fully charged so I decided to continue the post with it instead.
I got a charger again , as the second one that I just bought a few weeks ago , had spoilt 2 nights ago.
How wasting just because of my laziness.
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Okay now, I admit that I am still jobless. Actually , I had an interview at a kindy school at Sg Pinang few days ago but there was an incident happened in our family that caused me failed to attend my first day of working (･_･;
How much I hope that I can really work there but no choice and I need to search for a job near my housing area.
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One week ago , there was also something bad had happened between me and Fen.
How I expressed my care for her had irritated her and made her feel that I am jealous for she and
her boyfriend . Since then , we had stopped contacting each other.
Girl , I have no need to get jealous as I have a better boy than you . Not to show off ,
But you really made me fed up and disappointed on you.
Please I do not hate you , but I believe that one day you will thank me for caring ,
You will know the reason why am I doing this.
I know you have more "true friends" , you don't really need me at all ,
you won't care even you lose me . Fine then . Who cares ?
This is not the first time , I lose a partner. I can always walk through all these myself ,
And with my boyfriend , my fiancé .
Yes I love him a lot and I swear that I will leave my life on his hands.
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578 days already and finally you proved that you are the real man in my life.
1.7 year . The longest relationship in my life and I am going to continue it .
Actually , I have to rest now . Gotta leave in hour's time.
Will continue this post if I have anything to share :)
Good night then . God bless you all.
I thought I need to shorten this blog as I am using the brother's room . Cheh , then I found my IPAD was actually fully charged so I decided to continue the post with it instead.
I got a charger again , as the second one that I just bought a few weeks ago , had spoilt 2 nights ago.
How wasting just because of my laziness.
------------------------------------
Okay now, I admit that I am still jobless. Actually , I had an interview at a kindy school at Sg Pinang few days ago but there was an incident happened in our family that caused me failed to attend my first day of working (･_･;
How much I hope that I can really work there but no choice and I need to search for a job near my housing area.
-----------------------------------
One week ago , there was also something bad had happened between me and Fen.
How I expressed my care for her had irritated her and made her feel that I am jealous for she and
her boyfriend . Since then , we had stopped contacting each other.
Girl , I have no need to get jealous as I have a better boy than you . Not to show off ,
But you really made me fed up and disappointed on you.
Please I do not hate you , but I believe that one day you will thank me for caring ,
You will know the reason why am I doing this.
I know you have more "true friends" , you don't really need me at all ,
you won't care even you lose me . Fine then . Who cares ?
This is not the first time , I lose a partner. I can always walk through all these myself ,
And with my boyfriend , my fiancé .
Yes I love him a lot and I swear that I will leave my life on his hands.
------------------------------------
578 days already and finally you proved that you are the real man in my life.
1.7 year . The longest relationship in my life and I am going to continue it .
Actually , I have to rest now . Gotta leave in hour's time.
Will continue this post if I have anything to share :)
Good night then . God bless you all.
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