Valentine's Day. The 14th.

Its Valentines and of course I did saw post and status about this at Facebook.

Yeah right, you might be curios why am I in English, 

Because I found it more convenient. 

Yes , I was suprised when I was browsing through your wechat and when I saw those pictures ,

I was like : what? I thought I had warned her brother ! Why is she becoming a mother in this age? 

Why is that guy doing? Is he trying to ruin her life?

Actually I felt awful when I understood everything my boyfriend was going through,

All those pressure and jobs, just for my future and of course present.

Guess what ? I was just dangling around like a wild puppet at home since months ago ,

What am I to blame him for not accompanying me ? Why am I so selfish ? 

What the fuxk am I doing after all ? And why am I doubting him ?

I have no idea how are you going to read my blog but what am I trying to do now is apologizing. 

In the past , I was just blaming for why aren't you at my side whenever I need you ,

But now I understand why you are so mean to me sometimes , because I am not there as well to support you.

I heard how your trainer scolded you last night , and if I said I heard I do mean I heard everything.

I felt the pressure in you. I felt so sorry about what I did. 

I read Cat's blog just now. I felt lucky to have someone like you. 

I thought back and seriously I felt bad about what I did in the past few months, 

All I thought was only myself. I thought of buying your time with my money as my salary was mych more higher than yours. I bought an Ipad for you just to force you to have more time on me,

But actually I haven't think twice before what I do.

Im so sorry baby , I love you ♥♥♥

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I finally did my manicure in the past 2 days by my friend's cousin brother. 

The design was totally suitable for my hands and I love it ! ✌✌

And now , I have both beige pink and black color on my nails and I felt that I looked much more feminine than before.

As for the picture , I had uploaded up to both my Instagram and my Facebook but 

Of course not here as I had just uninstalled my google+ in my iphone.

Aww how sad. :(

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As for my friendship's circle, I found Cheah Hooi back. 

I finally added her in wechat so that it will be more convenient if she evers wanna tell me something.

I was trying to ask her out for a tea or something else yesterday, and she told me about her schedule is fulled before 15 of this month. 

So , just for her sake I am trying to find a job which I can start working only after May 15.

I feel so excited about meeting my old besties like her now. 

Looking forward for the day , although I still have no idea when is it.

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Time passed by and I had finally collected 48 Mr Midnight's books. 

I completed my last reading last night and 

Unexpectedly, the author James Lee was writing about aliens == 

I found it quite boring and I was looking forward for the next book that I am going to get.

Well, I am quite sleepy now because I got to bed late last night 

I had a bad stomach ache so as babyjay :(

I wonder whether was the cake we took or the Frappucino which caused this. 

I am going to bed right after my bath , WARM WEATHER.